I still can't
believe you are gone and I miss you so much,
I wish i could have fought your illness away
and saved you like you saved me. You were the best little guy
and I'm so glad we met in this lifetime.
Goodnight my baby, thank you for everything you did, I hope I'll see you again some day.
I love you.
06/01/26 I miss you more than ever today because it's snowing and
I remember how much you loved snow. You would go crazy fast and leave all those little paw prints that i'd walk
right next to so our footprints would be close. I'm glad you got to enjoy your last snow before you became too frail and I'm glad
you don't have to suffer anymore, but it's hard not seeing you around anymore. Does it snow in heaven? I still have your little red coat
that made you look like maki sushi, it's in a box with the rest of your things that were all over the living room.
I washed your favorite blanket that I said goodbye to you in and put it in there, too. I think of you whenever I see little paw prints outside, I talk
to your framed picture sometimes and I keep your bandana where your favorite spot on the bed used to be. Whenever I feel too sad like today I remember
the dream I had after the day you passed where you looked healthy again and rolled around on my rug. It felt like summer and the light outside was bright.
Was it you visiting me from above and telling me it's all gonna be okay?
In memory of Linkin Bark
